Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Superficial

There are reasons to hating reunions.
A gaggle of people you don't feel like meeting, come together to 'chat'.

"So, what are you doing now? What do you plan to study? Working?"

Bloody boring.
These sessions are not 'chats'. They are rehearsed conversations. You disagree? Then why do people say the same things? Ask the same questions?

"Haiya, come see us ma,"

But I don't want to see you people. Why do you think that you've not seen me or heard from me for so long? It's simply because I don't want you to see me or hear from me. It's simple.

I refrain, of course, from stating the obvious.
You can say "She don't get to see her boyfriend, she won't come one la," because you refuse to admit "She don't want to come because she don't want to come la,". You need an excuse. Something to comfort yourselves that I am awful rather than me losing interest in you.

I have hated gatherings which involves eating and roaming in shopping malls. There is nothing, and I am very sure, nothing to do. It is already bad that we all cannot talk frankly because no one believes in it and those who do will simply be ignored (and therefore have given up in bothering).

I don't need gatherings or reunions. I see those I want to see. I talk to those I want to talk often enough. You gather because you have already separated from each other. The difference is obvious and the chasm is there.

I don't need a bridge across it. I don't want your bridges on my cliff.

We can't please everybody.
I've simply chosen to please myself.

Social norms?
I don't need them. I don't follow them. I just rant about them and dump them aside.

Ciao. I'm not seeing you people to-morrow. Because I don't want to. Sucks to the movies, sucks to lunch, sucks to 'because we were a class'. It was fun riding with you guys, but it won't be fun to continue. We are simply too different, and it's not your fault. Y'all are normal. I'm just too weird. I talk about things you people don't want to talk about. You talk about things that bores me.

It's true. =D
All too true.
I don't say it because you won't accept it.

This blog post is to increase the activity, and to become an outlet of temporary emotions.

Bu bu poruche!

2 comments:

t1^g.j0.J1 said...

I'd kick ur ass if u don't go for shabu shabu wit me. Lol

t1^g.j0.J1 said...

that aint a 'gathering' it's 'going out to dinner'