J1 Responded

This is for both j0 and t!^g. This is not being lazy. I have a reason for writing both of you together.

1. One of you is my granddaughter, which “APPARENTLY” I raped for like 11 times” and the other is a daughter I picked up from the trash can. And in some twisted way down the line, we manage to transcend and became sisters.

2. Yes, we are.

3. Indirectly, j0 met me through a teacher who favored me more than her. (Yes, I love rubbing it on your face). Then we truly spoke when her friend had a crush on me and when we reach Form 2, I couldn’t stop dragging her around school with her tie! It was truly beautiful how we met…(sighs, memories). As for t!^g, I sat next to her during Form 2 and somehow, I manage to drag her into a plan where j0, me and her would relay in bringing maggi mee each week and a thermos filled with hot water. We were never close…not until we were in Form 4…then it all begun!

4. Do you mean currently or before?

5. I call j0, “Cow”, cause her dialing tone goes moo-moo every time I call her! And I call t!^g, “choc”, for her love for chocolate!

6. Sweet – j0; ADD – t!^g

7. Once upon a time, j0, to me, was the coolest girl I ever met in my life cause she was like those teenage girls you see on television back then. She was so cool…she just cool! And once upon a time for t!^g, she was nice and funny cause when we sat next to each other…we would make jokes and talk about random stuff.

8. I’m sorry j0 but…that was a long time ago…I hope you understand. But, there were a lot more that manage to be concocted out of this very peculiar friendship we have.

9. Every time I think of K.L…I think of j0. Every time I see anything that has to do with Japanese products…I think of t!^g.

10. Hmm…I can honestly say…the only best thing I can give to both of you is a friend there when you are in need. I am not always here since with studies and all that, but I think that’s the best I can give. But if I have the money, I’ll get j0 a kitty and t!^g a bunny.

11. I know you both well enough to let you in. And I know enough that both of you won’t throw me off the Penang bridge…just yet.

12. The last I saw j0 was when she was back for a holiday and t!^g during the dinner with have with Quah (t!^g’s grandmother and j0’s great-grandmother and my mother…apparently).

13. I guess so. But never really have the nerve to do it…or it just went away after a while…sent back deep deep into my brain somewhere.

14. Blogging…

15. For j0 would be for the fact that I could randomly call you and talk for hours and still do the same for the next few days. I can never get bored talking to you and you have this temperament that makes me not afraid to just open up and be me. As for t!^g, you are not afraid to speak up your mind and you definitely are not bothered by what others would think of you. You have a strong quality in which I admire.

The three of us are the oddest bunch to have ganged up together and stay friends. Differences between the three of us collide and don't worry, we hate each other from time to time too! But differences aside...and the petty arguments...disagreements...etc...we went beyond friends and had this "thing"...which remains...unknown. XD (But...its one of the many things that I will come to cherish and never regret cause 50 years from now, I will find a way to make fun of this blog on which we wrote in!).

t1^g's response

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. how do you feel about me?
5. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
6. Describe me in one word.
7. What was your first impression?
8. Do you still think that way about me now?
9. What reminds you of me?
10. If you could give me anything what would it be?
11. How well do you know me?
12. When's the last time you saw me?
13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
14. Are you going to post this in your notes and see what I say about you?
15. What is my best quality? Of j0

1. A human being.
2. What say you? Our relationship is blatantly obvious that it transcends these things.
3. We were in the same class in form 2, were we not? All I recall was us doing a play and you are Sang Gajah? =P
4. What sort of feel? I feel that you are human, and that you're someone who can talk about other things than those generic things other people talk about that bores me immensely. But I can SEE that you have huge bewbs. But I will not cop a feel. That's just gross.
5. Monkee. Because it is what the tribe has decided upon. monkee. What was your title again?
6. Demagoguery. Because it has come to mind that describing things with one word is hard. So is politics based on personal emotions.
7. That's really long hair.
8. Not that long anymore, but quite so. Of course, there's other things to consider of course.
9. Sexay clothes? And lemonade.
10. A judgment-free society. But it might collapse on itself due to human nature, but we can always try try again. Though this society might comprise of silent bunnies.
11. Pretty well I presume. Well-er than other people I don't care about. (which is almost a majority of people I know. Touching isn't it?)
12. The same time as the last time you saw me.
13. Not really. Can't think of anything. 'Be brave! Arson is fun once you get the hang of it' 'You know... the janitor sniffs your underwear' 'Don't try cakes from starbucks, except their tiramisu.'? No, not really anything. Except, 'No matter what, if he's with you, and he loves you, and you love him. It'll be fine' Because it was never something I believed in, until now. Like. Last month?
14. Pointless question.
15. Optimism. I sometimes might find it annoying because of the deep-seated cynic within me, but it's because of the cynic in me. And the ability to find cool stuff.


Of j1
1. Someone loud. Human. But loud.
2. No, we're not friends. Aw, cmon. We know what we are.
3. Form 2? Can't really remember you though. Except for this one picture.

Aw. My heart melts at such sweet non-existent memories we had. We were debating when this picture was taken, and looked up to give the camera a smile.
4. A girl who does a lot of 'in retrospect's. You are hyuuuman.
5. Nuudle. Because you are.
6. Vociferous!
7. Loud. Violent.
8. Yes. But a tad less. Now, horny is included?
9. Pastries!
10. The knowing of what love is. Or maybe a sugar glider. I dunno.
11. Pretty much well. (Do I actually know both of you pretty well? Just not the superficial crap I guess)
12. That dinner with Quah. Innit?
13. 'I can see your bra'? Lawl. No. I can't tell you what love is. I can tell you to get a spine, make up your goddamn mind, but I can't tell you what love is.
14. Pointless question.
15. How you just say things you want to say, then screw things up, but still said what you want to say. Even though you may regret it.


On a laptop whilst having wrist pains and disorientation,
t1^g.

How much should we give?

They say there's a limit to kindness. Not them olden days people, but people of today. Should we follow that?

It's hard when you see people begging at the side of the streets, dressed up in torn and dirty clothing, sleeping or sitting on cardboard boxes they found somewhere. They come with a cup in hand, or tissue papers, asking you to donate anything just so they can have food that night. Though, sometimes they're not the deaf, mute or blind, and come up to you asking for donations of the unable, children with problems, old folks, victims of unforeseen circumstances, etc. Sometimes, you just have to take out your wallet and give them something, even if it's 50 cents or rm1. Unless if you're a person without compassion, then by all means, skip this post.

But when should we stop? I don't mean times when you yourself is running out of cash. Where should kindness stop?

There was once back then when my gate was still them manual gates you have to open by hand, an old man came to my house, trespassed our privacy and knocked on the door. There was only me, my sister and put. We had no choice but to open the door because he could see the tv on from where he was standing. He came to ask for money. He said that he was having problems, his shop just closed down [apparently he sold veg at the nearby market or something like that] and he was ashamed but he had to go house to house to ask for donations. I gave him Rm50 and sent him on his way.

A few months or a year later, he came back. This time the gate was renewed to an automatic one and my parents were around. I didn't go to the door, I think my mum did. He came and said thanks for donating the money last time but he needed help again this time. My mum told him he got the wrong house and no one gave him anything before [we didn't tell her what we did then] and he left.

So where does kindness stop? What do we do when they come, palms faced up, looking haggard, just asking for a bit of kindness from a random stranger while praying for luck? What do we do when they come back and depend on you? Depend as in ask for more? Is it called greed? Or is it pure hardship asking help from someone that has lent them a hand before? What do we do then?

xxx

Today I bought a bun for dinner so that I don't have to cook because I need to study for my exams tomorrow. While I was leaving the campus, there was an old man hunched at the bottom of the steps with a plastic cup in his hand, bowing to everyone that walked along. Without even thinking, I gave him the bun. Now I wish that I would've brought him to the mamak to eat instead.

j0.

j0's memoirs

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. how do you feel about me?
5. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
6. Describe me in one word.
7. What was your first impression?
8. Do you still think that way about me now?
9. What reminds you of me?
10. If you could give me anything what would it be?
11. How well do you know me?
12. When's the last time you saw me?
13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
14. Are you going to post this in your notes and see what I say about you?
15. What is my best quality?


Of t1^g.

1. You are a some-ting.
2. Nope. Comrades. Blood sisters. Partners in crime.
3. I would say it was the year 2002 when I saw you walking around with JL. We didn't get close until form 4 tho. =D
4. I would not like to "feel" you. LOL.
5. Bunneehh. Bcos chu like em.
6. Sarcastic [First word that came up]
7. She's always asleep in class..
8. Well.. Sometimes? I dno. I haven't been in the same class with you for the past 4 years? 3?
9. Anything cute like that ilikecheezburgers site
10. Your own apartment? But not with my money yea. Imma help u find it after I look myself.
11. Pretty well I would say.
12. Erm. The last time I went back for holidays?
13. I don't think so.
14. This is a blog?
15. Your wittyness and ability to find sarcastic videos of Hugh Laurie. XD

For J1.

1. You are my rapist grandmother who is now my sister but in a way still my grandmother and still attempts to rape me [and a bunch of other ppl]
2. You raped me 11 times. You say leh?
3. I think we both know this story oh-too-well. You only try to rub it in my face everytime you can. :pouts:
4. I feel you. Definitely. Figuratively and sometimes physically. XD
5. Noodles. We spent form 2 bringing maggi cup for each other no? Plus tingting as well?
6. Adventurist. Lucky. HOT.
7. Then: Stupid nerdy girl with her big glasses stealing my attention. Pfft. XD
8. Now: Stupid nerdy girl with her big boobs stealing my attention. Pfft. XDXD
9. Whenever I see the word canada or whenever I try to copy your "I'm so happy" phrase.
10. Lovey dovey love. And fashion sense.
11. Ask me a question about you [not regarding canada] and I'll answer.
12. Same day I saw tingting last time.
13. Maybe? You're never around. :pouts somemore:
14. Dis is a bloggg.
15. Boobihotness. XD Plus how you listen when you do. =]

We are so going shabu when I come back.

Your lovely highness,
j0.

Kitty Blog

I'm in love with cats. Here's a cutey website for it!

http://cuteoverload.com

Memories

Leave one memory that you and I had together. It doesn't matter if you knew me a little or a lot or u didn't like me, anything you remember! Don't send a message, leave a comment on here. Next, re-post this in your notes and see how many people leave a memory about you. It's actually pretty cool (and funny) to see the responses. Repost as "memories."
After you leave your memory, answer this.

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. how do you feel about me?
5. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
6. Describe me in one word.
7. What was your first impression?
8. Do you still think that way about me now?
9. What reminds you of me?
10. If you could give me anything what would it be?
11. How well do you know me?
12. When's the last time you saw me?
13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
14. Are you going to post this in your notes and see what I say about you?
15. What is my best quality?

Once again

I begin to write once more

How odd it is to lose myself in a vicious circle, and be able to return as myself.